Why I eat.....Part10

Because I am so angry.



I feel the so pissed sometimes. Like I want to reach into the skulls of the violent and give them a taste of their own medicine. Sometimes all I see is red around the edges. Breath, Breath, I have to tell myself, its just ____, it might not even be about you. *teehee* Sometimes I feel a little on the out there side. O.o Yeah I said only a little. Sheesh, the angry just spills out sometimes you know? Spewing in every direction at everyone on my path. I am so breaking format in this blog, *sigh* oh well. It just I don't know, when I get pissed I feel dangerous. I run to distance myself from those I love just cause I fear hurting them. Don't underestimate me because I could hurt them. But I don't want to. I don't want to hurt anyone because I would have to live with myself afterwards. I couldn't do that, I have a good heart buried underneth the scars and wall I am trying to climb. I was foolish and young, I built walls and now I am trapped in. ANGRY, so angry that it has a taste, a smell, a feel, I can even see and hear it.

Angry


Free me.