I have been meaning to write this blog about this mix tape for so long. Its not really for you…it’s mostly for me to figure out why I listen to it so much. SO I will break it down by song (The heart mean s I know it by heart (w/o music) and the :) means favorite)
Just to say: I remembered listening to this and hearing that it was all different. No more so spoken, afraid boy. This was raw. When I heard it the second time I paid attention and I heard a dedication I hear in ever song. I feel a fierce protectiveness over the words I hear. Like if they were mine. Like if I wrote them, I remember something, I remember the pain of my first love; I hate just hearing that word. All it does is makes me wonder did I really love him? I know I didn’t, or did I? Who knows?
:) Power: I have heard this it to enough times to actually hear you. This song brings my fears to the surface. I used to crave fame like a flower craves light. I have shy-ed away from acting because I am afraid to power drunk. With money in my hand dictating what I do, selling myself out for the next fix of green. I make me afraid of you, and how much power you could drown in if you wanted to. I would be by your side but how long would you want me there when drunk off the green? I love it, the fact it makes me feels causes me to put it on repeat.
♥ :) My Final Hour: This is one of the songs I can “sing” with out the music. I understand the need to be hated….not lol. You are so blessed, to be loved by many. Lucky Bastard. I can’t focus on writing about it because I keep stopping to groove to it. I listen to it and just hear an extremely talented young man, who is at war with himself. (I don’t care if that is how you meant it) I really can’t stop singing along to write anything important lol on to the next song.
:) Ursa Musik: Best line ever: “If this girl starts frontin’ get her best friend’s number.” LOL who hasn’t been there, expect I like boys :] …… ♥ anyway I love this song because it makes me thinks of 5th grade. Not that is necessarily a good thing, that was a rocky years. Besides the end makes me laugh: D (lol this is as useless to me as the thing I wrote about the previous song)
(I wrote this at work while hearing Ursa Musik and Dead Presidents II)Why do I listen to you so much, over and over? Simple I can relate. I hear your words and it is like I am sitting a gravel driveway with my friends plotting ways to pick the mean old lady’s flowers without her catching us. I remember my first heartbreak, the first time I cried over a boy. I remember being weary of my mom’s unnecessary secret keeping. So you may be mind boggled by my need to hear you daily but it is like a freedom for me. A way to escape, a way to be lost where nothing hurts expects the distance, ghost pains from old hurts. That’s why I know your words like they were mine. Because in some ways they could be, switch up a few things and you might be telling my story. IN more ways then you know, or that I can admit. I read your rhyme books and they give me the same feeling, I keep thinking “My God, we have so much in common.” It is nice when I get mad at you; it proves that even with all the things we share, we are still different. Thank God. Lol Anyway, on to the next song.
:) Dead Presidents II: You speak the truth. This song makes me think about everything I want to do with my life and everything I let pass me by. & I think “That’s mah baybee♥” (lol again useless to me, I got to stop getting caught up in these songs and just write lol)
♥ THE L WORD (crush phase) : This song make me think you actually have swag Lol. It makes me imagine if we met in a different environment how would have come at me and how would I have reacted to you, (being that you aren’t my typical type). I keep thinking I think this dumb boy would have won me over anyway. Lol
♥ :) Cantosexuality: This make me fall in love with you every time I hear it. I can relate in every way possible. Words ♥ the base for all things beautiful, hateful and powerful. I hear this and I want to write until my fingertips bleed, as creep as that sounds. I just want to get lost in my thoughts and dance with my fantasy. Immerse myself in the beauty of the poetry I embody. Oh and it makes me want to make out with you.
You Can Have It ft. J Train: OMG I love the intro and first verse of this song XD *dies*. This song makes me feel lonely. I just imagine my life with no one, not a soul to relay. OH BTW I LOVE YOU and I like you too, and so do you even though you totally do but you don’t. I totally understand that feeling too. ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! You need spend yout time firguring out what is amazing about you and really just apperaiting yourself nigga. (:D)
Just to say: I remembered listening to this and hearing that it was all different. No more so spoken, afraid boy. This was raw. When I heard it the second time I paid attention and I heard a dedication I hear in ever song. I feel a fierce protectiveness over the words I hear. Like if they were mine. Like if I wrote them, I remember something, I remember the pain of my first love; I hate just hearing that word. All it does is makes me wonder did I really love him? I know I didn’t, or did I? Who knows?
:) Power: I have heard this it to enough times to actually hear you. This song brings my fears to the surface. I used to crave fame like a flower craves light. I have shy-ed away from acting because I am afraid to power drunk. With money in my hand dictating what I do, selling myself out for the next fix of green. I make me afraid of you, and how much power you could drown in if you wanted to. I would be by your side but how long would you want me there when drunk off the green? I love it, the fact it makes me feels causes me to put it on repeat.
♥ :) My Final Hour: This is one of the songs I can “sing” with out the music. I understand the need to be hated….not lol. You are so blessed, to be loved by many. Lucky Bastard. I can’t focus on writing about it because I keep stopping to groove to it. I listen to it and just hear an extremely talented young man, who is at war with himself. (I don’t care if that is how you meant it) I really can’t stop singing along to write anything important lol on to the next song.
:) Ursa Musik: Best line ever: “If this girl starts frontin’ get her best friend’s number.” LOL who hasn’t been there, expect I like boys :] …… ♥ anyway I love this song because it makes me thinks of 5th grade. Not that is necessarily a good thing, that was a rocky years. Besides the end makes me laugh: D (lol this is as useless to me as the thing I wrote about the previous song)
(I wrote this at work while hearing Ursa Musik and Dead Presidents II)Why do I listen to you so much, over and over? Simple I can relate. I hear your words and it is like I am sitting a gravel driveway with my friends plotting ways to pick the mean old lady’s flowers without her catching us. I remember my first heartbreak, the first time I cried over a boy. I remember being weary of my mom’s unnecessary secret keeping. So you may be mind boggled by my need to hear you daily but it is like a freedom for me. A way to escape, a way to be lost where nothing hurts expects the distance, ghost pains from old hurts. That’s why I know your words like they were mine. Because in some ways they could be, switch up a few things and you might be telling my story. IN more ways then you know, or that I can admit. I read your rhyme books and they give me the same feeling, I keep thinking “My God, we have so much in common.” It is nice when I get mad at you; it proves that even with all the things we share, we are still different. Thank God. Lol Anyway, on to the next song.
:) Dead Presidents II: You speak the truth. This song makes me think about everything I want to do with my life and everything I let pass me by. & I think “That’s mah baybee♥” (lol again useless to me, I got to stop getting caught up in these songs and just write lol)
♥ THE L WORD (crush phase) : This song make me think you actually have swag Lol. It makes me imagine if we met in a different environment how would have come at me and how would I have reacted to you, (being that you aren’t my typical type). I keep thinking I think this dumb boy would have won me over anyway. Lol
♥ :) Cantosexuality: This make me fall in love with you every time I hear it. I can relate in every way possible. Words ♥ the base for all things beautiful, hateful and powerful. I hear this and I want to write until my fingertips bleed, as creep as that sounds. I just want to get lost in my thoughts and dance with my fantasy. Immerse myself in the beauty of the poetry I embody. Oh and it makes me want to make out with you.
You Can Have It ft. J Train: OMG I love the intro and first verse of this song XD *dies*. This song makes me feel lonely. I just imagine my life with no one, not a soul to relay. OH BTW I LOVE YOU and I like you too, and so do you even though you totally do but you don’t. I totally understand that feeling too. ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! You need spend yout time firguring out what is amazing about you and really just apperaiting yourself nigga. (:D)
♥:)♥What They Want: BEST SONG EVAH!!!!!!!!! :D It reminds me of the spark cockyness I see in your eyes when you think no one is watching. It makes me want to flirt with shamelessly and them make out with you vicously :D HEY I CAN DO THAT because you are my man. I adore this entire fucking song…….The end. Serisously no need to dig deeper, I love like every line in this song because they are all so sexy ♥, man now I want to make out.
♥ THE L WORD: fighting phase: I was there when you recorded this :) …. This song makes me think of watching my parents fight. Not good times at all. But I still love it.
:) My Exhibit ft. LOGIC: I love it because you speak herbrew in it (not that I have any idea what you say :D) lol I don’t really need more of a reason, lol. It just makes me think of all the fun I had with you in Logic in “the stuido” and how impatinet you were to get this over with. Then you turned off the light and Logic turned into a cheerleader LOL. Anyway I love the words lol but that applies to all your songs lol.
♥ THE L WORD: fighting phase: I was there when you recorded this :) …. This song makes me think of watching my parents fight. Not good times at all. But I still love it.
:) My Exhibit ft. LOGIC: I love it because you speak herbrew in it (not that I have any idea what you say :D) lol I don’t really need more of a reason, lol. It just makes me think of all the fun I had with you in Logic in “the stuido” and how impatinet you were to get this over with. Then you turned off the light and Logic turned into a cheerleader LOL. Anyway I love the words lol but that applies to all your songs lol.
:) Life Story: The honsety in this song is enough for me to adore it forever. (It was also one of my friend RaHAHAHA’s favorite). It really makes me think of my past. The days I kept everything to my self, the day I broke and how the people I loved the most paying for me poisoning myself. That is what happens when you keep shit bottled up. It makes em remamber playing nitendo with my cosion when we used to be tight as hell. It makes remamber when we drifted apart and how much it hurt. And I DON”T COMPLAIN!!!!!! I just state things. And yes you are supposed to say that you thought of sudice. I would get pissed at you being a flirt of dooom buty I used to be that too, so I can’t seem to muster up anything but Just remamber I am not afaird to kill you or someone else.
:) ♥ Serendipity: Duh, it is about me, I adore it. No one has ever writtne me a song. Even my little brother knows this song by heart lol. IT makes me heart skip and beat and think of cheesy ness. AND NIGGA OF COURSE I DON”T STRAY ( don’t put you self dobts on me S-M-H) I adore you and I am going no where. ♥
:) ♥ THE L WORD: rejection phase: I must admit this song put doubts in my head about you in my head, at first. I can’t help but wonder how true is this…….but you will tell me if you choose to no pressure. (PRESSSURE!!!!)
:) Storm Watch 2: I was there when you recorded this too. I loved the first one no shit I am going to adore this since its ten times better the first one. And I love the way you say yeah, its sexy. *drools* Lol This is horrid, your music is what makes you attracived. Anyway what sticks out is that part you talk about doing somethinhg with you life or you would sit and wait forever. How much of an optimist an you be while being meticulous? >.>
No. 2 Headband: “Orgy punch lines it takes at least three to get it.” The end….nothing more needs to be said. & you sound all sexy and fierce :] If I say I have the number two headband will you come for me ;]
♥ :) $Two Twenty Five: ( RaHAHAHA’s other favorite): I still can’t believe you recorded this with no voice :O. You are so dedicated. I listen to this song and it always inspires me to write, I still haven’t pinpointed why. I just know something about it is so powerful. It is an amazing song. I don’t believe in the word sorry, *shrugs* but I guess it is a nice sentiment. AND WHO CARES WHAT YOU LABEL IT!!!!! Lol I love you ♥
“Excising Excising everything inside of me.” Still the line that stands out the most.
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