Hollow Thuds

I watch you walk away and I feel this sad feeling. I don't want to see you go, I just want us to be together longer. I feel this way when I saw you but we didn't really spend time together. IT hurts, pulls at my heart strings and plays sad songs. Mah baybee. My thoughts are filled with you at school while I am at home, alone without you. You will be busy, and me, I be finding ways to keep my thoughts from painfully lingering on your absence. I hate it. They seconds I am without you feel less amazing then they could be, even when they are filled with joy. To make a moment perfect I have to feel you near, I am already missing you as soon as your fingers slip out from in between mine. My hand feels empty. Sometimes I can't look back to watch you leaving because it hurts that much more. Maybe its silly but its how I feel anyway. I feel myself smile sad smiles when we kiss, and say I love you right before you part. I mean, I know I will see you again but it never makes this moment suck any less. Especially on days like today, where all I wanted to do was sit down and talk to you. One on one, no body but me and you. Just sitting and talking, laughing and the occasional kiss. I don't know, all I know is that when you leave, I feel like there is the sound of hollow thuds ringing in my ears each step you take away from me.