I can't help but ponder

They say I have my life ahead of me, but then they say hurry up and figure out what you want with it. Wait, they tell me life is short, which on is it? DO I have my life ahead of me or not? Does that mean your life is behind you? Well I have decided to take the scenic root and live my life to the fullest, MY WAY. My vision, this is it, writing. See the mind is a beautiful prison and writing the tool to set you free. So while you rush me, I will shrug at you, my life isn't ahead of me, or short. ITS NOW!!!! And now I get to live it my way. I get to have fun, make friend and inspire others by living my dream and support them to their dreams to. Lift them up when they are down and out, and watch them soar. It is that simple and I have been living that. I will continue to only on a bigger scale. So don't cry for me, I figured out what it takes others years to get.