I wonder why

I freeze up with you be my side. I can't seem to just relax completely. I don't know why but being with you brings up old fears of not being good enough. I couldn't even study a lot because all I kept thinking was, what if he doesn't think I am smart enough for him?I don't act around you because I keep thinking, what if he thinks I suck? I need to change my thought patterns, that is the only way I will be able to really give you my all on your mix tape. & I want to give you my all. I can do it because I am a super talented and incredible person. I know you see that me because if you didn't you wouldn't want me to be on your mix tape in the first place. I need to stop wondering why and just change it. WE ARE EQUALS!!!!! :D & I love you