Excuse Me

I heard I offended you, um I wish I could say sorry but I am not lying. Shit happens, thats the story of these pages. I am wish I could pretend that what I said wasn't true but I am going be real with myself because I am so tried of being fake with you. Let it be known for the record that I did what I had to do. I fell in love with an idea, and fall out love with the thought of you. Sweet little giggles on pillows while everyone else was dreaming but not everything is how it seems. Pixie dust kept me from breathing, there is only some lies I will allow myself to believe in. So Excuse Me, its time for me to break free, now I am just going to be me. No need for magic or bullshit, you don't like well fuck you too because I am trying to breath not suffocate you. So excuse me if my honest ways offend the world you dwell in. I refuse to crumble at the first sign of shit getting tough, I was made to stand and weather every season. I am sorry, The Ursa Major Factor got me saying it like it is. Ha ha only I am not sorry, I am glad, tired of trying to spare you from the Truth. I am ready to move on, bags been packed since I found out that you make me kind of sick. I am tried of pretending that my love is not something worth respect. Yeah, I will always care about you from a far. A distance that, I refuse to cross, excuse me for being loyal to me first. Sounds selfish? Like I give a fuck. Its time to live for Stephanie and breath life into the world like only I can. So Excuse me because they say I am being a bit on the mean side. Oops I guess some people can't handle rough shit, don't worry I got a soft side. So excuse me because this is the last time I will ask for a pardon. Hello, me its been a while but I am glad you could make it.