Watching you go.

I got up and stared into you eyes, & I got lost in them like I always do. We kissed and I felt a tenderness fill my heart to the brim with love. Then you were opening the door and walking out and my heart ached. I had a powerful urge to cry, to run after you hug you from behind and tell you not to leave. Instead I stood and smiled a sad smile as you blew me a kiss. I stood there my heart feeling heavy for a minute. I know its notthe last time I will see you but I can't stop the ache. I miss you more then before...........damn he is going to make me fall in love.