Butterfly Wings

(A butterflies wings are fragile. Yet its beauty can not be easily matched.)

Memories haunt me like a lovers kiss at midnight. You and I were so close they had to redefine the word tight. It is hard to say that I live without regret now that you are not by my side. All that is keeping us apart is senseless pride. I try to stay happy and postive but memories pull me into a whirlwind. My thoughts contanstly fleeting back to you because no matter what happened we were two peas of a pod. Are two peas of a pod?

Still no one understands me how you do. I don't even bother to search because desipte it all I still

love you. I have no shame to say that I miss you but to tell you that I can never do. You made it clear you want nothing to do with me.

{I still laugh and smile and have a good time. I must admit its not the same. I don't laugh so hard that tears come to my eyes like before. I don't smile because of the inside joke we share. My friend told me that we looked as if we were so close that you would laugh at my thought because you knew what it was. I believe that too.}

I don't know how you feel about it. I do care but I don't know how to......

How could I just watch you walk away? How I can I tell you to stay?